Thanks for the advice Dr_Who_3,
I think ballet boots are amazing and love to be able to competantly wear them. I bought them before I'd found hhplace and would have certainly benefited from the pages of advice here. I think I needed a size up and using padding would have certainly helped.
They were an impulse buy just because I wanted to try some on - I now have a new found respect for anybody who can stand in them, let alone the incrediby talented people i've watched on YouTube
like Michaheel2; they make it look so easy
I'd also not have the time or space to dedicate to training; I work a lot and share my house with people who wouldn't really get it! I'll get some more one day but for now I can enjoy them from a far. In the mean time I can spend the money on more useable heels!