maninkirt

Chiao Thighbootguy. I have alwaysed love clothes. As a kid trying my mothers clothes and heels when I was alone at home.
To make it short, I wanted to have this good feeling I had putting nylons on, putting a skirt on, slipping in to a pair of high heels.
I wanted to be dressed this way having this feeling all the time.

I have been lucky. My colleagues, my freinds have accepted me and the way I want to live my life. Ofcourse there´s been some who hasen´t but most have. I have also been very open about it. Telling my colleague, my freinds how I feel, what I was planning to do.
My male colleagues and my male freinds have taken this better then I thought they would. They haven´t said not so much about how they feel seeing me in a skirt, in hingh heels. Not to me any way. I bet they are thinking; "its his dicision". I think, I hope its theirs way to accept me.
Women is different. My girlfreind, my female colleague and freinds has supported me a lot through out this. I guess its easier for a woman to put her in to my situation, the way I think and feel. I think women sees me a bit as one of them now. To my gender I am a man but I think women see in me; "hey here´s a guy, a bit like us he has to face some of the problems we girls have to face".

No I can´t say I get much pressure from others when I started wearing skirts and heels.
It was more pressure from within my self. To be accepted, to be as good as them. I still have this feeling I must be twice as good as my male colleagues. Yes I am accepted the way I am but I still have this feeling.
I can´t talk about this with my male colleague, the guys at the office or my the guys I know. They woulden´t understand. They would just call me "a sissy", I am sure they would.
I can though talk about this with my girlfreind and my female freinds. Its both a good feeling knowing I can talk about this but also a strange feeling realize they too feeling a bit the same. Hearing them telling me they too feeling a bit the same.